830 Productions- Semper Fi

Everyone please listen to this. It was written by my lil brother in law Dylan Parrish for his older brother and my husband Joseph Parrish when he was in Afghanistan. If you really stop and listen to it, the lyrics are awesome. I literally cried with pride when I heard this. ♥ ♥ Please get this out there! There is definitely talent!

[[.Country.Strong.]]

♥I have weathered colder winters
Longer summers without a drop of rain
Push me in a corner and I’ll come out fighting
I may lose but I ‘ll always keep my faith♥



   Okay so the big news is in!  The Compassionate Care Program called me this morning.... ::::DRUMMMM ROLLLL::::::   WE'RE APPROVED!!!! So happy right now you have no idea. So basically I am saving $1,000 on one of my meds.  SO AWESOME. This is exactly what I have been praying for. I am excited to be one step closer to IVF & and step closer to being a mommy. Super exciting. There have been so many neat things happening to us. I have been making some pretty bold decisions lately though. (Long story....) Joseph has been extremely chipper and loving lately. :)  I love it when he's like that.  It makes my day brighter in a sense. I love that pain in the butt wonderful man. He had another allergic reaction today when he went to base.  His Sgt had to Epipen him.. and then for whatever reason the first one did not work.  So they ended up needing to Epipen him again.  Poor Joe.  I know how hard it is for him.  It's not easy feeling so limited in the things that you can do all the time.  He's strong though. Stronger than I think he gives himself credit for. But he really is just such a strong, determined, big hearted, handsome individual. I have such immense respect for him and I love him more than anything.

This is legit.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.  -One Tree Hill

Operation: L.O.V.E.

    I've always highly enjoyed playing with Joseph.  I think it's mainly because I love hearing him laugh. His laugh is by far the most glorious thing my ears have ever heard. When he laughs it's like everything is instantly right in the world.  [[Oh, and by the way the smile that accompanies that laugh is absolutely contagious.]] I do obscene things such as flushing the toilet when he's in the shower.. dancing in the car.. playing airplane.. or even completing a flying leap onto his back when I'm in desperate need for a piggy back ride.  His squeals of delight absolutely warms my soul and is the primary indication that I have succeeded in my conquest. What is this conquest you might ask?  Well it's quite simple really.  The object of my mission is to light up his life as much as he has lit up mine. To love him so much that he never has to feel empty again. To make him laugh until he's out of breath and smile until his face hurts.  He has been the biggest blessing that I have ever received...[[and that is an understatement]]

    He arrived at a moment in time when I was bruised and broken and showed me what it felt like to be loved unconditionally.  Through time..patience..and lots and lots of love.. he slowly repaired everything that was broken.  He put me together again and showed me a type of love that I had only dreamed of.  He is my best friend, my confidant, my biggest supporter and the best personal pillow a girl could ask for. :) This is just a summary of things and I'm sure that as time goes on, I'll go into more detail about my life before... my life with Joseph..and a glimpse into the dreams of our future together.